"Unborn"

"How old is your child?"
"Err, ah, she's not here yet ...err, ah, unborn?"

I called about 10 child care centers today to get on their waiting list. The first woman I spoke to was super nice! But then they got increasingly bitchier and bitchier as the morning progressed. I need subsidy to contact me and tell me that I'm eligible, and then I will tell them which day cares' lists I'm on.

My step dad got laid off ...he has been working there for almost 20 years. Wow. That really puts everyone back money wise. My Mom wants to get a second job.

I found out that I can get welfare for my daughter once she's born. Everything happens when this little girl pops out of me ... so basically 97 days until the wheels are in motion!

As for pregnancy symptoms, which I seem to have been forgetting to talk about, I've lost my sex drive - for now. My boobs are getting bigger, and marked up. My stomach is getting rounder, harder, and she moves constantly! I've been eating a lot, and I mean a lot, of bran/fibre so the constipation no longer plagues me!

Relationship wise, things are still up and down up and down down down up up down and up with the boyfriend. I really hope we stabilize soon.

97 more days! I still love the name Alexia and so does my Mom and little sister! Maybe it's the name ...we'll see!