12 weeks 4 days Pregnant

I'm eighteen and pregnant. 

When I was younger I used to think being pregnant was such a beautiful experience and every pregnant woman glows and looks beautiful! It's not.

Beautiful skin was not a symptom that I was lucky enough to get. Instead, my skin is dry, very sensitive and prone to frequent breakouts. I am constantly getting rashes, and I've also been blessed with a yeast infection unlike no other. 

Of course seeing my little fetus on the ultrasound is amazing! And for a few minutes I forget about all of my disgusting problems and anticipate the arrival of my baby! But then I think of my sore boobs, growing stomach, fat ass, and the stretch marks that are just waiting to sneak up on me...

Why can't the man endure some crap too?! They did this to us anyway!

Don't forget the hormones! Mood swings and cravings ...great way to keep your weight down. The boyfriend pissed me off ...so I yell at him and then cry and then I eat. I don't even want to step on another scale.

In a few days I'm off to buy some fat pants and loose shirts! Wish me luck.

AND COCOA BUTTER TOO!