Moody

Last night my boyfriend asked me, "Whats it like being pregnant?"

I always thought that the moment he asked me something like that I'd respond with something heartfelt but all I said was, "Its like being fat ...with a bad back." But it's the truth. Almost 21 weeks pregnant and that's what it's like to be pregnant. He responded, "Well I've been there."

I've noticed how moody I've been lately. It's getting on everyone's nerves, including my own. This moodiness derives not only from hormonal changes but the constant worrying about HOW I'm going to afford a child. I'm really scared.

I found another name that I like: Maya. Pronounced MYE.AH

I'm not sure if Matthew likes it though.

133 more days! Wow.